ok for real now, bye

ok for real now, bye

~ 6.04.2009

Somewhere between November and now I have completely lost my back bone. I can't tell you what the fuck is wrong with me like I don't where the fuck my head is at. This morning I got an email responding to my blog post and I just looked at it and took the L. Like in all honesty I cannot pretend to care about that situation anymore. It was months ago, I didn't really care then and certainly don't care now. I've been trying to sugar coat shit for months for the sake of others because I didn't want to seem heartless but I assure I sleep well every night. It doesn't really weigh on my conscience and I only have fleeting thoughts of you.

edit: I was really angry when I wrote this. We talked, I'm pretty sorry.
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